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burnt out blue ,
grief , brings me to the thought of you , i still think of how much i watched you bleed , turn into the worst version of who you are ,...
Mihlali Mciteka
Sep 18, 20251 min read
...with love , Meezus .
there you were , a source of hope and positivity , your strength has given many hope , with or without you knowing , the courage you hold...
Mihlali Mciteka
Aug 5, 20251 min read
when it's all said and done ,
when it's all said and done , i wanted things to turn out differently , i was holding onto positivity but getting drained at the same...
Mihlali Mciteka
Mar 14, 20252 min read
a place to dream , home ,
i took some time out to heal , my broken heart , i was left to pick up the pieces , someone nearly took me out , i had forgotten my...
Mihlali Mciteka
Mar 3, 20251 min read
tied ,
foundation , we happened not to pay attention to the red flags that screamed so much of our differences , not in a million years have i...
Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 28, 20242 min read
we're going to be alright ,
life has been very tricky lately , at times we find ourselves not knowing whether we are doing good or bad , whether we are moving...
Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 2, 20241 min read
icu ,
dear stranger , i watched you being rushed to the nearest bed , you were vomiting out blood , every chance you got , you spat out blood ,...
Mihlali Mciteka
Jan 24, 20241 min read
25 ,
it has been such a tough year , trying to find balance with being truly happy and my mental health , losing people , partially losing...
Mihlali Mciteka
Dec 26, 20231 min read
mirror ,
days are getting darker , with every darkness , i lose myself even more , am i enough ? was i ever enough ? will i ever be enough ? in...
Mihlali Mciteka
Dec 10, 20231 min read
dear self ,
i thank you for the countless times you have held me down when i felt like giving up . you have given me strength to stand everything and...
Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 23, 20232 min read
D-A-D
i find it strange that it has been years since you are gone but yet it is very difficult to process it . almost every day is a shocker...
Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 6, 20222 min read
M-O-T-H-E-R
you came right after that call , it should be painful to see your son on the floor , looking lifeless . you picked me up, dressed me as i...
Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 3, 20222 min read
p i e c e s ,
it has been months now , my heart is still in a million pieces , it's as if when you lose a loved one , a part of you goes with them . i...
Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 11, 20212 min read
t h e b e t r a y a l .
a dark wave is upon us , where everyone is just doing things for the sake of doing them . we have reached our peak where our hearts are...
Mihlali Mciteka
Feb 16, 20211 min read
t h e p r o c e s s ,
i am disappointed ,lets start there. how can they do that to me? how can they say such about me? does that make any sense to anyone at...
Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 19, 20201 min read
p r e p a r a t i o n s ,
the heart can never be prepared to deal with heart matters ,i felt so deep inside me an empty soul . it was like "yeahhh everything is...
Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 19, 20201 min read
d e l i v e r y ,
The day that you fear the most knocks at your door , you answer thinking its good news or an opportunity for greater things but its the...
Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 19, 20202 min read
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Jan 201 min read
Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 9, 20251 min read
Mihlali Mciteka
Oct 19, 20251 min read
Mihlali Mciteka
Sep 18, 20251 min read
Mihlali Mciteka
Sep 18, 20251 min read
Mihlali Mciteka
Aug 5, 20251 min read
a page from your book ,
i remember how you made me hate so many parts of myself , just because you stopped loving me , every day that i woke , it felt like torture cause all that i wanted was to be good for you , all that i wanted was for you to see me , i always imagined my life with you , sadly , with nobody else but you , i was indenial cause you failed to see me , now that i look back , it sucks that i allowed you to take control of my emotions like that , you were an entire chapter in my book ,
Mihlali Mciteka
Jan 201 min read
blind ,
nothing was never the same again , quiet spaces keep reminding me of everything i thought i had left behind , healing the wounds inside of me that need some healing , hugging parts of myself that were abandoned , there is a deep hole within my heart , from a shot that is deeply rooted , looked past it thinking it would cover itself , there i was lying to myself again , i paid attention to everything , everything that broke me , to something i thought i could build from , that
Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 9, 20251 min read
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