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to the lover that i lost ,
home feels empty , i never thought i would see the day i would have to let you go , my mind has been up and down , trying to put the pieces together , with every thought , my heart breaks , parts of myself that have gone with you , make it make sense to me ? i would do anything to see you smile , i would do anything just to have you beside me again , my heart is vacant and alone ever since you left , you crossed over with a part of me , will i ever be okay ? my soul feels e

Mihlali Mciteka
Mar 61 min read


burnt out blue ,
grief , brings me to the thought of you , i still think of how much i watched you bleed , turn into the worst version of who you are ,...

Mihlali Mciteka
Sep 18, 20251 min read


...with love , Meezus .
there you were , a source of hope and positivity , your strength has given many hope , with or without you knowing , the courage you hold...

Mihlali Mciteka
Aug 5, 20251 min read


when it's all said and done ,
when it's all said and done , i wanted things to turn out differently , i was holding onto positivity but getting drained at the same...

Mihlali Mciteka
Mar 14, 20252 min read


a place to dream , home ,
i took some time out to heal , my broken heart , i was left to pick up the pieces , someone nearly took me out , i had forgotten my...

Mihlali Mciteka
Mar 3, 20251 min read


tied ,
foundation , we happened not to pay attention to the red flags that screamed so much of our differences , not in a million years have i...

Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 28, 20242 min read


we're going to be alright ,
life has been very tricky lately , at times we find ourselves not knowing whether we are doing good or bad , whether we are moving...

Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 2, 20241 min read


icu ,
dear stranger , i watched you being rushed to the nearest bed , you were vomiting out blood , every chance you got , you spat out blood ,...

Mihlali Mciteka
Jan 24, 20241 min read


25 ,
it has been such a tough year , trying to find balance with being truly happy and my mental health , losing people , partially losing...

Mihlali Mciteka
Dec 26, 20231 min read


mirror ,
days are getting darker , with every darkness , i lose myself even more , am i enough ? was i ever enough ? will i ever be enough ? in...

Mihlali Mciteka
Dec 10, 20231 min read


dear self ,
i thank you for the countless times you have held me down when i felt like giving up . you have given me strength to stand everything and...

Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 23, 20232 min read


D-A-D
i find it strange that it has been years since you are gone but yet it is very difficult to process it . almost every day is a shocker...

Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 6, 20222 min read


M-O-T-H-E-R
you came right after that call , it should be painful to see your son on the floor , looking lifeless . you picked me up, dressed me as i...

Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 3, 20222 min read


p i e c e s ,
it has been months now , my heart is still in a million pieces , it's as if when you lose a loved one , a part of you goes with them . i...

Mihlali Mciteka
Apr 11, 20212 min read


t h e b e t r a y a l .
a dark wave is upon us , where everyone is just doing things for the sake of doing them . we have reached our peak where our hearts are...

Mihlali Mciteka
Feb 16, 20211 min read


t h e p r o c e s s ,
i am disappointed ,lets start there. how can they do that to me? how can they say such about me? does that make any sense to anyone at...

Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 19, 20201 min read


p r e p a r a t i o n s ,
the heart can never be prepared to deal with heart matters ,i felt so deep inside me an empty soul . it was like "yeahhh everything is...

Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 19, 20201 min read


d e l i v e r y ,
The day that you fear the most knocks at your door , you answer thinking its good news or an opportunity for greater things but its the...

Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 19, 20202 min read


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Mihlali Mciteka
Nov 9, 20251 min read


Mihlali Mciteka
Oct 19, 20251 min read


different pages , different phases ,
maybe it was not meant to be , maybe you were never mine , maybe i was never yours , i wanted us to work out so much , seems like we were on different pages , i spent so much time alone , i got used to my space , i got used to be alone , i do not want to be alone anymore , i get days where i just want to be with somebody , have someone to talk to , i have been giving parts of myself to the wrong people , i have been giving my all to the wrong people , it sucks , all i ever wa

Mihlali Mciteka
Mar 191 min read


to the lover that i lost ,
home feels empty , i never thought i would see the day i would have to let you go , my mind has been up and down , trying to put the pieces together , with every thought , my heart breaks , parts of myself that have gone with you , make it make sense to me ? i would do anything to see you smile , i would do anything just to have you beside me again , my heart is vacant and alone ever since you left , you crossed over with a part of me , will i ever be okay ? my soul feels e

Mihlali Mciteka
Mar 61 min read
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