Simply King Meezus  

i took a walk the other day , i thought about all the times i was not fine , especially all the times i was not fine with myself , but i knew i had to continue living , at times our feelings are beyond us , they are beyond the way we think , the way we present ourselves to other people and to us , i took a walk the other day , i thought of all the things i wanted to sacrifice to feel whole again , but i knew i would feel less of myself , i looked around in rooms full of peopl

i remember how you made me hate so many parts of myself , just because you stopped loving me , every day that i woke , it felt like torture cause all that i wanted was to be good for you , all that i wanted was for you to see me , i always imagined my life with you , sadly , with nobody else but you , i was indenial cause you failed to see me , now that i look back , it sucks that i allowed you to take control of my emotions like that , you were an entire chapter in my book ,

i carried so much of my past with me , i thought that every baggage within me , was a sign of strength and possible growth , i allowed so much of the world's perspectives to get to me , i stood at the tip of what could have ended my life , looking back at how much of myself i was willing to let go of , a lot of the things that made sense to you , made none to me , i saw parts of myself just the way you would see me , disgusted , i almost let go of the goodness of what i carr

you make my head wander , every sight of you, makes me want to be inside of you , your voice travels way deeper into my soul , your touch...

healing in the midst of trauma , you broke me , you took a part of me that seemed impossible to land into someone else’s hands , every...

i held onto your words for the longest of time , i let a part of me die , as i was awakening parts of you that you have neglected , the...

everyday i wake , i am reminded of the less version myself that you need , i am reminded of how you want so much of me , i am reminded of...

what did i do to you that made you cry yourself to sleep ? you see me often with eyes suggesting that you want to destroy me , i heard...

war , pain , danger , death , you are losing it again , find it in your heart to create a safe space for you to let your guard down , the...

i am in between losing my mind and focus , i am in between throwing the towel and keeping my faith , i am in between not caring about...

days seem a bit longer , at times you might feel stuck , as if you are not moving , these are the times you should hold onto yourself a...

i have felt the deep cracks of pain , but i am still standing , i have watched you take that slice of bread from my mouth , but i am...

days seemed to be a bit slow till i met you , we kicked it off like we have always known each other , stomach was always filled with...

i felt it down in my bones that you were going to leave , i tried to convince my mind that you were mine , you were never mine like that...

a bottle of whiskey has been my company while you have been away , you have been gone without notice , i just stay intoxicated just to...

it has not been easy , i have had so many thoughts of letting go , this comes to me and it haunts me every time , i feel less of myself...

too close to you but too far away , i hear the echoes of my voice in this cold room , i feel a lot needy today , i feel overly sensitive...

i am stuck between what could be and the actuality of how things are , this is a smooth journey with less bumps , but through each and...

i could hear the cracks that are coming from my heart as it breaks into pieces , i am trying to hold my breathe a bit longer in this cold...

it has been a roller-coaster , what i thought would be our high , has broken down into pieces right in front of our eyes , it saddens me...