gone ,

i am stuck between what could be and the actuality of how things are ,

this is a smooth journey with less bumps ,

but through each and every day that passes ,

i hold my breathe just to see if i could survive through to the next day ,

my heart has captured all the moments ,

my mind on the other side is telling me all the things my heart is lying to me about ,

i am two steps beneath earth ,

i am reaching out for your hand ,

i am falling a bit too deep ,

will you help me survive for just another day and night ?

i have caught on everything my fear resides ,

i hope you hold my hand till the end ,

i do not know if i could stay any longer to survive another cycle ,

i believe we are magic , do you ?