i carried so much of my past with me , i thought that every baggage within me , was a sign of strength and possible growth , i allowed so much of the world's perspectives to get to me , i stood at the tip of what could have ended my life , looking back at how much of myself i was willing to let go of , a lot of the things that made sense to you , made none to me , i saw parts of myself just the way you would see me , disgusted , i almost let go of the goodness of what i carr
