to the lover that i lost ,

home feels empty ,

i never thought i would see the day i would have to let you go ,

my mind has been up and down ,

trying to put the pieces together ,

with every thought ,

my heart breaks ,

parts of myself that have gone with you ,

make it make sense to me ?

i would do anything to see you smile ,

i would do anything just to have you beside me again ,

my heart is vacant and alone ever since you left ,

you crossed over with a part of me ,

will i ever be okay ?

my soul feels empty ,

come back to me ,

pick up all the pieces of myself that i cannot get back ,

i thought i had forever with you ,

is this what my forever feels like ?

i cannot imagine my life without you ,

but i know with time ,

it will get better ,

the pain will be bearable ,

i carry you within me ,

i am hoping that i am covered by your grace ,

that will give me strength to continue ,

you will forever be missed x