burnt out blue ,

grief ,

brings me to the thought of you ,

i still think of how much i watched you bleed ,

turn into the worst version of who you are ,

time ,

could not allow us to grow into the best people we could be ,

you let go of what could be the best thing going on for you ,

but yet you chose that path ,

days went by ,

the pain lessened ,

the thought of you got blurred out ,

your voice in my mind grew thinner ,

what a fucken blessing ,

i can see the sun now ,

away from the light you thought you had trapped ,

away from the drained possibility of who we could have became ,

this is burnt out blue .