Simply King Meezus  

it was just yesterday when i was a child and clueless about everything, i am an adult now and sometimes feel lost, i feel like i have nothing under my name, just riding through my twenties with no directions, there is so much to be grateful for, but it feels like i am far to any goal that i have set, i have spent most of my twenties not knowing anything at all, just a little faith that one day things will work out, everyday i try to be the best version of myself, but then how

hold my hand once more , hold me tight , tell me that i am more than enough , tell me everything that you did to me was wrong , hold my hand a bit longer , as i dive into this new body , this new body without you , this chapter of my life that does not have you , when all i wanted was you in it , hold my hand for the last time , allow me to grieve for the loss of myself in you , in everything i had to walk away with my fragile heart , continuing to live with a shift of purpos

for the first time ever, i did not have words, the right words to say to you and myself, letting go is probably the only thing that is left, let go and allow you to be, my heart is bitter, i hate how much i allowed you in, now i have to pretend like you were never part of my life, every memory i hold dearly, the smell of your scent still lingers in my nose, your voice still wanders in my mind, how could you? how could you allow things to be this way? when all i could do is gi

maybe it was not meant to be , maybe you were never mine , maybe i was never yours , i wanted us to work out so much , seems like we were on different pages , i spent so much time alone , i got used to my space , i got used to be alone , i do not want to be alone anymore , i get days where i just want to be with somebody , have someone to talk to , i have been giving parts of myself to the wrong people , i have been giving my all to the wrong people , it sucks , all i ever wa

nothing was never the same again , quiet spaces keep reminding me of everything i thought i had left behind , healing the wounds inside of me that need some healing , hugging parts of myself that were abandoned , there is a deep hole within my heart , from a shot that is deeply rooted , looked past it thinking it would cover itself , there i was lying to myself again , i paid attention to everything , everything that broke me , to something i thought i could build from , that

another journey of diving deep into the roots of who i am , what could be , what i have lost , running away from temptations , pushing...

i thought that things would work out eventually , i thought that we would put everything aside , in order to light up our spark , i woke...

detaching is the process , i feel like i am here but far gone , i keep losing parts of myself that make me , me , parts of myself that i...

how i wish things turned out for the better , i lost myself while i was deep within my thoughts , painting pictures of what could have...

i am tired of lying to myself that this is not about you , it is indeed about you , you have ruined the little hope that i had inside of...

if there was a time that i doubted GOD , i know HE exists through you , you have been there for me , picked me up even at times i wanted...

death , came knocking at my door , grief , demanded me to feel everything , mourning , needed me to be present in everything , you , left...

they can have you , i will always hold the ghost of you , the memories shared will forever live on , but the people we are now , are far...

tell me about your true intentions , what changed ? how did we drift so much apart ? how did you wake up hating me so much ? what did you...

i felt lonely at your watch , i felt lonely in your arms , i felt lonely in your touch , it felt as if you were not there but you were ,...

countless times you feel disappointment from those you love , with every disappointment , comes a second chance , i opened my heart , to...

here we go again , i believe that life is masked , covered in different seasons , those are the different chapters of your life , not...

hi , how have you been doing ? no , really how have you been doing ? hi , life is really harsh , how are you to yourself ? hi , i...

what do you see in my eyes when you look at me ? how do you feel with every touch that comes from me ? what runs in your head when you...

i wonder , i sit by myself and wonder , a lot of time has passed , i think about the future , i worry so much about myself , it scares me...