Simply King Meezus  

maybe it was not meant to be , maybe you were never mine , maybe i was never yours , i wanted us to work out so much , seems like we were on different pages , i spent so much time alone , i got used to my space , i got used to be alone , i do not want to be alone anymore , i get days where i just want to be with somebody , have someone to talk to , i have been giving parts of myself to the wrong people , i have been giving my all to the wrong people , it sucks , all i ever wa

nothing was never the same again , quiet spaces keep reminding me of everything i thought i had left behind , healing the wounds inside of me that need some healing , hugging parts of myself that were abandoned , there is a deep hole within my heart , from a shot that is deeply rooted , looked past it thinking it would cover itself , there i was lying to myself again , i paid attention to everything , everything that broke me , to something i thought i could build from , that

another journey of diving deep into the roots of who i am , what could be , what i have lost , running away from temptations , pushing...

i thought that things would work out eventually , i thought that we would put everything aside , in order to light up our spark , i woke...

detaching is the process , i feel like i am here but far gone , i keep losing parts of myself that make me , me , parts of myself that i...

how i wish things turned out for the better , i lost myself while i was deep within my thoughts , painting pictures of what could have...

i am tired of lying to myself that this is not about you , it is indeed about you , you have ruined the little hope that i had inside of...

if there was a time that i doubted GOD , i know HE exists through you , you have been there for me , picked me up even at times i wanted...

death , came knocking at my door , grief , demanded me to feel everything , mourning , needed me to be present in everything , you , left...

they can have you , i will always hold the ghost of you , the memories shared will forever live on , but the people we are now , are far...

tell me about your true intentions , what changed ? how did we drift so much apart ? how did you wake up hating me so much ? what did you...

i felt lonely at your watch , i felt lonely in your arms , i felt lonely in your touch , it felt as if you were not there but you were ,...

countless times you feel disappointment from those you love , with every disappointment , comes a second chance , i opened my heart , to...

here we go again , i believe that life is masked , covered in different seasons , those are the different chapters of your life , not...

hi , how have you been doing ? no , really how have you been doing ? hi , life is really harsh , how are you to yourself ? hi , i...

what do you see in my eyes when you look at me ? how do you feel with every touch that comes from me ? what runs in your head when you...

i wonder , i sit by myself and wonder , a lot of time has passed , i think about the future , i worry so much about myself , it scares me...