death ,
came knocking at my door ,
grief ,
demanded me to feel everything ,
mourning ,
needed me to be present in everything ,
you ,
left me with my heart full of love for you ,
blue ,
became my favorite my color ,
seasons ,
turned cold , just as your heart towards me ,
i felt alone , alone at the hands of your touch ,
i cannot stop but to think of the darks times ,
i was there for you ,
when no one was ,
even when you were not there for yourself ,
but you found it in you to leave me ,
death ,
the dying of my love for you ,
the dying of everything that i felt for you ,
grief ,
a reminder not to feel this shit for you ,
grieving the process i lost my mind for what i thought we could be ,
mourning ,
all the good memories that we shared ,
that you no longer care for ,
blue ,
watching and learning from how everything seemed like it would never turn for the better ,
and how everything is now ,
seasons ,
a lesson of how seasons change ,
how i could experience the biggest storm ,
to having such a beautiful sunshine at the end ,
i lost hope ,
i found hope ,
i lost you ,
but i never lost the ability to love ,
fly high ,
run away with the february skies ,
everything dies ,
just as my love for you ,
...continue resting .
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