blind ,

nothing was never the same again ,

quiet spaces keep reminding me of everything i thought i had left behind ,

healing the wounds inside of me that need some healing ,

hugging parts of myself that were abandoned ,

there is a deep hole within my heart ,

from a shot that is deeply rooted ,

looked past it thinking it would cover itself ,

there i was lying to myself again ,

i paid attention to everything ,

everything that broke me ,

to something i thought i could build from ,

that was just a dream ,

turned into a nightmare ,

i got lost in my head ,

trying to put the pieces of the puzzle together ,

only to find out that nothing would ever be the same ,

and , nothing was never the same again .