growing through pain ,

it was just yesterday when i was a child and clueless about everything,

i am an adult now and sometimes feel lost,

i feel like i have nothing under my name,

just riding through my twenties with no directions,

there is so much to be grateful for,

but it feels like i am far to any goal that i have set,

i have spent most of my twenties not knowing anything at all,

just a little faith that one day things will work out,

everyday i try to be the best version of myself,

but then how do i know that when all i did was to ride through these twenties without a plan,

so much pressure from within to get things done,

so much patience is required,

so much faith that it has to come with,

but yet again i am still young and have time to make things work,

with the time that i think i have,

i feel like it runs down so fast, 

we won’t be young for too long,

growing through these pains,

we need to be kind to ourselves, 

speak positivity upon our lives,

manage the things we have control over,

take a deep breathe,

hold onto ourselves a bit longer,

not everything will work according to your timeline but through God,

you are doing well,

well enough to have everything eventually figured out,

one day it will all make sense,

hard times never last long,

this is what i hold onto in times of weakness,

and i want you to know that you are not alone in this journey of life,

everything will fall into place.