jump from the tallest building ,

if there was a time that i doubted GOD ,

i know HE exists through you ,

you have been there for me ,

picked me up even at times i wanted to let go ,

you made me feel safe ,

the world can be harsh but at least i know i have you in my corner ,

every interaction with you ,

has healed a part of me , that i might have thought does not need healing ,

you have created a space where i could completely be myself ,

i do not fear losing ,

i do not fear death ,

because i know it is for people like you who make me believe in life ,

and how we could lose it all , only for things to turn out for the better ,

i pray for you ,

i pray for your hearts that they never get tired of me ,

i pray that the way i am to you is a reflection of your love towards me ,

i am forever grateful ,

your love does not go unnoticed ,

should death knock on my door again as life is never promised ,

just know of the huge impact you have played in my life ,

people are replaceable ,

best believe ,

you ,

you are irreplaceable ,

we live with intentions ,

you have made a huge impact in my life ,

this is for you ,

yes ,

you ,

i love you deep ,

thank you for holding my hand through all the seasons of my life ,

thank you for being there for me through all the times my life seemed like a mess ,

as well as through the seasons of my life where everything made sense ,

and i was filled with happiness ,

we are blood ,

you have held me down ,

we are not blood ,

you are my chosen family ,

you have held me down ,

this is for you ,

when you read this , just know that you are ,

seen ,

appreciated ,

valued ,

loved ,

and respected ,

...beyond measure ,

love ,

mihlali mciteka

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