a page from your book ,

i remember how you made me hate so many parts of myself ,

just because you stopped loving me ,

every day that i woke ,

it felt like torture cause all that i wanted was to be good for you ,

all that i wanted was for you to see me ,

i always imagined my life with you ,

sadly , with nobody else but you ,

i was indenial cause you failed to see me ,

now that i look back ,

it sucks that i allowed you to take control of my emotions like that ,

you were an entire chapter in my book ,

...just only for me to be a page from your book .