think about you ,

a bottle of whiskey has been my company while you have been away ,

you have been gone without notice ,

i just stay intoxicated just to think less of you ,

i have been thinking of all the possibilities of me being replaceable ,

i have been thinking of my place in your life and ways to move on past you ,

clearly i never meant anything to you ,

cause i could see the way you are towards me ,

i have been drowning ,

where have you been ?

do you think it is okay to treat people like you do ?

all the love that i am giving goes unnoticed ,

you left me bleeding...

i think about the possibilities of what could have been ,

i think about the butterflies in my tummy that seem to have faded away ,

i think about what the future could have held ,

i think about us ,

you are not here ,

there is not us ,

so i cannot think about you...