it has been a roller-coaster ,
what i thought would be our high ,
has broken down into pieces right in front of our eyes ,
it saddens me as i go down memory lane ,
to all the times i looked forward to hearing your voice ,
chat with you and how i wanted more of you ,
broken trust ,
broken condoms ,
broken boundaries ,
detachment ,
gap for healing ,
skin to skin ,
that was the downfall ,
i could account to my part ,
i will forever be a villain in your story but that still makes me sleep well at night ,
i wish this was a different story but lack of seeing eye to eye ,
has broken down everything ,
the more i have seen of you ,
it is the more i wanted to be apart from you ,
i keep apologizing to myself for allowing you to get to me like that ,
i still apologize to you and the role i have played ,
knowingly and ,
unknowingly ,
we took it too far ,
too far to turn back .
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