it has not been easy ,
i have had so many thoughts of letting go ,
this comes to me and it haunts me every time ,
i feel less of myself every day i wake ,
i want to feel better ,
i want to positive for the current and next day ,
i want to shine amongst the stars ,
i want to be one of the first people to breathe in the fresh air but i am suffocating ,
it feels so real to me of how much you hate me ,
you make me hate myself as well ,
why are you making me feel this insecure about myself ?
why do i feel like i am good for nothing ?
no matter how hard i try to shake this feeling off ,
being here feels like torture ,
i want to live and just survive .
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