you said something that stood out to me ,
i could see that you were looking out for yourself ,
that is okay but it kind of hurt me ,
i prayed for such moments not to bother me ,
but then again , you were honest to yourself .
it takes me time to find balance between reality and what goes on in my head ,
i had hoped you would stick around a bit more to comfort me ,
i crave so much for what i could give to you but you cannot give to me ,
i pray so much for having less expectations and bearing in mind ,
that the people we want do not feel the same way about us ,
under the same breathe you made me feel like i am some second option ,
that peaked my insecurities because what do you even mean ?
i keep on finding people that make me feel as if it is impossible to find true love ,
that the way i love , someone else would never be able to do the same .
that ride back home was a long one , it got me thinking...
will you ever see me the way i see you ?
will you ever believe my love for you ?
is it because i lack anything ?
it is wild that you make me feel this way about myself .
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