the came a day where i least expected , losing a loved one is never easy and even being forced to say goodbye is more traumatic . you had to watch me grow , you were there for my transition from being a a boy to being a man . you always had my back no matter what , throughout our fights there was loved .
dawn came , every time it gets dark , i remember i lost you in darkness . my anxiety is at its peak when it is dark . i am still trying to convenience myself that you are gone and you never coming back , that hurts me more than anything . we do have faith and we believe in the Lord but why would He allow that? why could you not fight to stay alive a bit longer?
we may question ourselves but answers are a foreign thing and it is something that we will not get , everything is just a reminder that you are no one , it hurts . i am drowning , i am underneath the waters , i hope it will share some life . this is such a difficult chapter...
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