Music has to be everyone's run to place whenever you are feeling down or just not well, whenever you have those episodes in life where you just do not want to be around people. I distance myself from people cause I know I can be the most shittest person ever.
I turn to God and music cause I know of the power that carries for me. Just like any other teenager, when I was a teen, I went through a lot more of what I never even talk about.
There were many days I suffered with low self-esteem and my biggest insecurities would be on my face uncontrollably. I dealt with depression to a point where I was numb to the situation and the thought of suicide was comforting. I knew once I spoke about it, nobody would understand.
People think they understand each and everyone's situation but they don't. I was in the darkest point of my life that it made living feel like a punishment. As grown up as I am ,with my big age. I still go through some stuff.
However now I am well aware of such, I definitely know where to turn to. Music has been my pillar, Christ has been a guide to turn to. I can never really stress the importance of music. It's forever relevant whether you are going through personal stuff, you're overwhelmed with emotions or just happy. Music just accommodates all your feelings.
Through everyone's healing process, music can do it for you.
I love you, take care of yourself. Be strong, I know it can be tough. Do it for the people around you if it feels so hard to do it for yourself.
Love,
Meezus
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