the first day i saw you , i got attracted to how introverted you are , i knew in my heart that i would keep you around , for what reason? that was still unclear to me. you have this thing of pretending you do not like being around me but the second i leave that is where you show you enjoyed my company .we saw each other too often ,feelings began to grow. that became my fear cause you are such a good person who deserves great things in life .
i cannot lie and say i did not love you romantically , my heart and everything wanted you but i just could not string you along my miserable life ,depression kicked in , i had to kick those feelings out too . it got too toxic for me . you are a beautiful woman ,inside and out . i love the person i am when i am around you , you love and care too much , i still say i am or was blessed to be that close to you and know you on such a deep level . till this day the way i feel about you has not changed .
i hope you find someone who will love you genuinely ,loudly and with clear intentions , in all honesty that is what you deserve and beyond . i love you x.
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