missed call,

i guess it is just a notification worthy of not getting a response , right?

i needed to hear your voice , i needed to hear how you are doing and how life has been treating you .

i guess i am coming across as being a bit too selfish cause of the many i’s but hear me out .

life is just a roller-coaster, full of so many lows than high , you were supposed to be my high forever , my life highlight , the perfect last piece in my puzzle . fuck it feels weird now that i look back to all the times , we spent together only for it to go all to waste . i should have held back , i should have kept to myself , i should have not followed my heart and mind . do not get me wrong , i am not regretful but was it all worth it?

one missed call has triggered so many emotions , i know you do not care , i wish you did . it would make so many things seem better , i would make me feel more alive and less anxious . it feels like a missed opportunity , i know we might be taking too far but that is just how i feel .

i hope you picking up better calls , calls that make you look forward to life , calls that leave you uplifted , calls that show off your beautiful smile… i hope you show up to yourself as you promised yourself you would .