a piece of me is longing to know what we could have been ,
around this time everything was still fresh , i remember being madly in love with you ,
i remember all the times i would get goosebumps by just seeing your name pop up on my messages ,
you gave me nothing but good memories to rest on .
you allowed me to be my authentic self , i had zero things to change about myself and the insecurities i carry internally somehow would be gone . i felt good about myself , however with everything going on , it just could not keep me . i wanted more , there was absolutely nothing wrong with you but it just had to do with me .
i have kept so much of our important dates , i take time to register that i have to go through those dates without you when everything was started with you . i love you deep , i just cannot express it . the obstacles in front of us take up the space and i somehow allow it . this is heartbreaking cause i cannot have you like i had you , i cannot hold you down like i did in the past .
the best way to cope with the present is by taking my head to the past , you live peacefully in my head and at the bottom of my heart .
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