where do we start? like the many times i have disappointed myself? settled? went for the lows not really expecting to be in position of highs? i figured that the way forward it starts with me . it breaks my heart how at times i would let things slide . i always begin to question myself , my worth and everything that i stand for .
i am not proud of the decisions i take at times , they fail me and do not represent the person that i am . i look at myself in the mirror and see a broken man that is trying , i am trying to be great but the way up is never easy when you come along with so many insecurities and triggers . we keep quiet cause when we do speak on them, the hurt plays out on itself and that is the sight we hide away from people and something we do not want to feel .
self , it is where you reflect , evaluate , clean , acknowledge , add a little moment of being graceful . this is me saying , i do let myself down at times but i do not have to dwell in such moments , instead i should be working on correcting such instances so i would not have to face them again but if i do , i would have a way of working around them .
all your imperfections are there to remind you that you are human and it is okay to fuck up , in this life we are constantly learning and working on things we are not vocal about , we face different struggles , respect that about another person . even on days you feel like loving yourself less , practice showering yourself with love more on such days .
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