dirt ,

i felt like running away ,

where do you run to when you are dirty ?

where do old souls run to ?

where do sinners die ?

when unworthiness calls you by name ,

how do you answer to that call ?

“hi , you have called the right person”

is that how you answer that call ?

lord , i come to you , i know i have been

such a horrible person , please forgive me ,

i have given this life thing my all , i am human ,

i make mistakes , please forgive me .

i do not feel like my best , please help ,

i am dirty , my heart is at its most horrible

state , please help . please show me the

way , please make it go away . i am a

sinner , born in a sinful place .

i am not proud but somehow we keep it

moving , i feel like a disgrace , i feel

unworthy of your love , please help .

i feel like my cries cannot get through to

you , please help .

please show me the way , my heart is

longing for change , where are you lord ?

i feel like running away , how do i start running

away when i am dirty ? how can i be new again ?

how do sinners stay alive ?

i am giving it my all , but is it enough to keep me alive ?

lord , are you still there ? do you see me ?

please help , i need you .

xxx amen ,