delulu x ,

i find myself running away from reality ,

i find myself thinking less of the impossible ,

i find myself thinking more of you and what we could be ,

i find myself seeing beyond what we could imagine ,

i find myself seeing everything that you look past to ,

i find myself thinking of all the possibilities of you and i ,

i find myself thinking running away from reality ,

i have to lie to myself to keep me moving ,

i have to think that there is no one better for you but me ,

i have to see us working out ,

i have to pretend as if you see me the way i see you ,

i have to brush all the other negativity to the side ,

i have to imagine your gorgeous self finally giving in ,

i have to lie to myself to get things through ,

i see your face every time i close my eyes .