casual connection , casual sex ,

we felt like magic , until we started to lose ourselves ,

we were blinded by orgasm ,

and sex that felt like we were high on drugs ,

forgetting to connect with our inner selves ,

i loved you way too deep ,

but love started to feel more of lust ,

we both could not resist each other ,

temptation called us by name ,

we are so disconnected .

i knew from the time you sat on my face that we were locked in ,

every pleasure , your touch , was slowly becoming my downfall ,

you can break any man's wall by just your look ,

you drew me closer to the devil than Christ ,

you felt like danger but the kind that harms you a bit ,

i want you pure ,

i want to be pure for you ,

i want to give you my best ,

i want you to give me your best ,

i am tired of this casual love ,

i am tired of casual sex that leaves me feeling empty ,

i want you...