"i was such a good lover to you .
i did not cheat .
i never broke any of your promises .
i was there for you .
what did you do ?
Courtney saw me once with a girl , chatting outside the club and what did she assume ? she thought she was my girlfriend . remember when i told you that Court kind of has a thing for me which made things very difficult in terms of forming a civil relation with her ? you went on to blow my phone on BS your friend told you about .
what did you do ?
as i was walking in the house in the am's , the first thing that welcomed me was the smoke coming in the house , smell of something being burnt . damn , you burnt all my clothes , you looked directly into my eyes and told me that i am cheat and how men like me are not deserving of good things in life , "dammn , Kelly not my clothes man." i answered . she was so mad , i was mad as well .
what did i do ?
the first thing that came to mind was to choke the life out of her but i remembered she came from an abusive household and such behavior would trigger her , all i wanted was for the truth the come out . she went on to swear at me for everything i did not do . calling my dvck , a community dvck .
i had to remind her of how i had to suck up to her going back to her ex , Lloyd in the first 3 years of our relationship . i had to remind her of when she lied and said she is going to a festival only to find out she was with the same Lloyd for the entire weekend , now she is mad at me over something i did not even do , all i did was to be nice to a lady that i saw at the club !
your guilt broke us over , the things you do when no one is looking broke us off . i knew you never loved me the way i wanted you to , you always wanted for me to be just like your ex , i knew i was never enough for you . 5 years of my life just gone .
i was such a good lover to you .
i did not cheat .
i never broke any of your promises .
i was there for you .
i loved you ."
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